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Don't practice. Perform?

5/4/2011

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I have heard many times the advice, "Don't practice. Perform!" That means that when you are in your practice room you should play just like you would if you were performing, so no slouching through things. That sounds like good advice, right?

Well, in my own playing I can say that advice made me really look at my practicing differently. I had a habit of timidly testing notes and not really trying with full vigor. In that way the advice was great because you cannot learn to do something with ease if you are being timid. 

On the other hand, performing means some bad things as well. Performing can mean being fake. Performing can mean doing a task well to the expense of those around us.

Our aim in life should be to build our relationships with God and with others with love, so events are not about just about performing - getting it right, but about getting together, whether they are concerts, weddings, funerals or daily work... (Matthew 22:37-39 (NIV): Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”)

Let’s not perform in the practice room, but instead relate out of love to God in that time. Then let’s bring that loving relating way of being to our “performing.” This is advice for me and you can adopt it if you feel it fits you as well.

Here are some ways this performing instead of relating has worked itself out in my life:

I have shut others out while performing.

I have felt unreasonable performance anxiety in part due to this.  

I have gotten upset when others make errors.

It creates performing hang ups that manifest as physical playing problems.  

It takes me away from my loving Jesus.

It makes worship impossible.

It does not give the Holy Spirit a chance to move through me. 


All the best,

Gordon

2 Comments
Scott Duty link
6/10/2011 11:57:56 pm

This is a very interesting topic, Gordon, and not just for performing trumpet but for anything we do in life.

It seems you try to put practice on equal footing with performance, not to ensure the result of a good performance (since we don't ensure results anyway) but to give God the process, the faithfulness in the little things, in the unseen.

We naturally are always focused on the results, and all our schooling and training reinforces that. And then we sometimes go to God with a little prayer after having seemingly manipulated and obsessed over results that will then, if occurring, seem to have come from "best practices" or something of that nature, when that isn't the case.

It is maybe a misapplication of God's purpose in our work, since, from his point of view, the result is the easy part.

You made me think. Thanks for that.

I hope you and the family are doing well. We probably won't be going to the reunion, although I had wanted to. Just can't swing it right now. Hope to talk to you soon.

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Joe Bowman link
8/7/2011 06:46:36 pm

Wish my friend Gordon would join facebook, so I could talk to him more than once every 10 years lol.

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